4 DECADES OF DANCE

just close yer beady lil eyes kittens and picture it....the year was 1986 and 

the  alcoholic wives simply known as the devil's music MOTLEY CRUE were all the rage and take'n over the airwaves as well as the tv screens...considered to be the mistresses of ol' hot head himself...Lucifer...the CRUE were corrode'n the mentally unmorally majority of uptight christian societal circles everywhere...from Kalamazoo to Timbuktu...putt'n a bastardly bee in their fuckless bonnets and i fer one...couldn't have been more happier!

well...lemme back it up by a year...where i could'a been beyond over the

moon (that would be 1985 fer those mathematical challengers still try'na count it out on their lil piggies) when i spent hours wash'n dishes...endless piles of my sibs cloths and scrubb'n the kitchen floor til 3 am roughly...til it was good enough to eat off of it without have'n to contact the Center for Disease Control...all just to get a ticket to the hottest show on the planet that year...in the month of may...the 21st to be exact...MADONNA's VIRGIN TOUR in St Paul, MN...

that was ALL my tulip sniff'n penny loaf'n lil teenage angst riddled A-double snakes longed for fer the the next 10 birthdays & christmas's combined (hypothetically speak'n of course...i mean come on...i was a teenrager after all) 

W-E-L-L suffice it to say...Joan never even considered my desperate plea

and i was completely DENIED a ticket to M's very 1st concert due to the fact that Joan said "ya ain't goin to see her cuz they do drugs at those concerts" (that is an almost direct quote...from what my feeble lil mind remembers) and of course this was NOT backed up with ANY sufficient evidence what so ever to please me!

it was the 80's...BUTT of course...

the follow'n year i would win 4 tix on a call in contest from K.A.G.E radio 

to the bad ass glam gurls of heavy metal "GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS TOUR" and my cuz Dan drove me and bundle of my sibs down in his Sanford & Son truck to see MOTLEY CRUE reek havoc at the Lacrosse Center in Lacrosse WI with the other suedo shopko famous alcoholic wives WHITESNAKE open'n fer 'em...

and unfortunately i would eventually have to live vicariously thru a VHS version of the M's immaculate concert a couple years later (where M pulled in a cool $5,000,000 in ticket sales) once i saved up enough money from my pop can collection...

bike'n all over town just try'na do my part to clean up our unforgiveable city of Winona fer some coinage

by 1987 i WAS NOT gonna miss my 2nd chance to see the future QUEEN

OF THE DANCE FLOOR live on stage in St Paul, MN so once again i combed the entire city fer any and all empty aluminum recyclables i could find and my former bff from 3rd grade got his mom to drive us up to see the "WHO'S THAT GIRL TOUR" at the St Paul Civic Center and believe me SHE DID NOT DISAPPOINT by pull'n in a very impressive $25,000,000.00

unfortunately...i would have to pass on "THE BLONDE AMBITION TOUR"

in 1990 when M reconstructed and redefined what all live performances would become fer audiences from that point forward...grabb'n a massive paycheck worth $62,700,000.00

i also had to say no sadly to "THE GIRLIE SHOW" in 1993...where M took home $70,000,000.00 in sales...

and once again fer the "DROWNED WORLD TOUR" in 2001 where M was drown'n in $75,000,000.00 from tour receipts

thankfully by 2004 me and my good friend Bonnie Rotten took a road trip

to the Windy City (formerly known as Oprahville) to catch M's "RE-INVENTION WORLD TOUR" which snagged M a $124,790,787.00 payday

though 2006 fer some damn reason i never made it to the "CONFESSIONS TOUR" in Oprahville cuz of a my unfortunate miller lite issues and though i paid my annoy'n DUI fee's...the QUEEN took in a total of $194,754,447.00 in live fee's

by the time that 2008 rolled around...me and my former follicle designer

decided to make a pilgrimage back to Chicago fer the 1st time together to catch the much anticipated "STICKY AND SWEET TOUR" which also was her chance of gett'n devirginized by see'n the QUEEN live fer the 1st time ever and it just happened to be M's highest haul ever live with an impressive $411,000,000.00 stuffed in her coin purse

by 2012 after i did a lil investigate'n on the informational highway fer a few 

hours and shopp'n my idea around to 4 different alcoholic establishments thru-out the city til i finally landed a deal at CAMP bar in St Paul host'n the triumphant return of MADONNA back to the land of 9,999 bottoms after a 25 year absence with my "M" party fer the "THE MDNA TOUR" which had people come'n in from Toronto to Texas (true story) to win the giveaway of 2 golden triangle tickets that the tour company gave me fer ALL my hard work that i did organize'n the event (that i selfishly gave away that nite since the mgr fergot to purchase any to give away in the 1st place) include'n 3 reps from Smirnoff who loved my invention of M inspired cocktails i designed...the nite and the concert (which was soo good i went back fer the 2nd nite) exceeded ALL my expectations and took in roughly $305,158,362.00

lighten'n struck twice fer this very unintentionally internationally unknown 

perform'n illusionist of my own universe...when i sold my 2nd M party that i called "ICONIC: REBEL HEARTS" once again this time at the Slutoon in downtown Minne-Apple to throngs of fans in 2015 fer M's "REBEL HEART TOUR" which ended up gross'n $169,804,336.00 (thankfully her precious precious kids didn't have to sing fer their supper that year)

with the cd release and reinvention of her new persona referred simply as 

MADAME X in 2019...THE QUEEN decided to scale down her massive tours of the past fer a much more intimate audience in smaller venues who had to be "chosen" to win a chance to get tix to see her live...however after fly'n to Chi town and not winn'n a damn ticket (and with the demise of the current "romance novel" i was read'n) the tour was cancelled half way thru due to COVID and it would take 2 years later fer me to finally see the "MADAME X TOUR" stream'n...however...if i were asked to judge all her live shows since her breathtake'n beginn'n...this would have to rank at #11 fer me personally (though it did have it's moments...so do i when i eat a massive bean burrito...ummm you do the math) plus it only pulled in enough to purchase 2 rolls royce boat tail cars (not include'n tax) which meant all her 6 kids would have to fight over who would get to borrow it on the weekends pick'n up a measly $51,361,000.00

with "THE CELEBRATION TOUR" barrel'n thru the european countryside

until decem 6th where MADONNA will then launch into the US leg of her gigantic catalog of 4 decades of hits tour in the BIG APPLE fer 3 impressive nites start'n on decem 13th and finish'n her tour on 4 massive nites in Mexico City that will be close'n on april 24th so she can be expected to cash in a massive $100,000,000 check at her local piggly wiggly

in the meantime while yer wait'n fer M to stop in yer city...why not enjoy my

fuck'n fantabulous "M: 4 DECADES OF DANCE" mix from the undisputed QUEEN OF THE DANCE FLOOR (ps...keep yer eyes peeled to this blog as i'm hope'n to host my 3rd and final MADONNA party in the Minne-Apple area before her St Paul stop...deets to follow soon)

now GET OFF MY DRESS!

40 YEAR OLD CAKE

picture it kittens...the year was 1983 and the colorful witty and widowed

mother who so boisterously exclaimed to the nurses "GIVE MY DAUGHTER THE SHOT" (which i  refuse to ever watch with anyone since i turn into a complete pathetic puddle each and every time i watch that scene without fail) in the sublime dramedy "TERMS OF ENDEARMENT" starr'n SHIRLEY MACCLAINE...DEBRA WINGER and JACK NICHOLSON (which incidentally won SHIRLEY a well deserved award fer best actress the follow'n year at the oscar's if anyone's wonder'n)

a razor tongued blue haired bingo wing'n matriarch of the dysfunctional

family from Raytown (played by "CAROL BURNETT SHOW" alumni VICKI LAWRENCE) snappy poly blender in pearls THELMA HARPER ran the roost fer 6 seasons...deal'n with the daily dilemma's of her extended family who never seemed to fly the coop on the hit series "MAMA'S FAMILY"

and my teenrager adventures suddenly became heavily sedated by my 

very own casio cassette player (thanx to the Cudahy's that used to live down the road from our farm) til the very wee hours of the morn'n try'n to pre-Napster the perfect mixed tape without all that damn annoy'n auctioneer ramblin' from the dj...when i needed to turn off my family's incessant WWE matches and tune myself onto the birth of the best songs that had shaped my pre unintentionally internationally unknown perform'n illusionist of my own universe life...

BUTT...

i can't believe that some of my all time fav-o-rit musical memories that defined my teenrager years are now turn'n fuck'n 40 this year and have still stood the test of time when many of their contemporaries unfortunately have not (so with that said) let's move onto my all time top 10 fav hits from 1983 that defined my generational letter (in no particular order cuz i love them all)

#10 is the rock band from San Franny that originally formed in 1973 with

STEVE PERRY as their lead vocalist (and my bi-leveled babe) however i was unaware of JOURNEY and their popularity until their video dropped fer "SEPARATE WAYS" off their 8th studio album "FRONTIERS" and i personally wanted every member in my own "separate way" (if ya catch my drift kittens) well except the follically challenged  broomstick (i just felt he was phone'n it in durin' his whole appearance in the video and couldn't commit!)

though STEVE hung up his painted on jeans with the band in 1998...JOURNEY's wheels are still turn'n and tour'n with their replacement vocalist ARNEL PINEDA since 2007 and from what i've heard doin a fine job a that

#9 all the way from the city of Hagen in West Germany comes the high 

school drop-out GABRIELLE SUSANNE KERNER best known to the world as NENA with her riesenerfolg hit (that's "huge success" to you slow pokers) "99 LUFTBALLONS" from her self titled debut album with an english version "99 REDBALLONS" to satisfy all those skol chew'n corn whack'n tractor chauffeurs with their walkman headphones on the highest volume sett'n...pierce'n their ear drums all over Ottumwa, Iowa on those hot and sweaty summers in the field as they sang off key much to the chagrin of the farm animals (even though it's lyrics got lost in translation) with 6 albums front'n her band and 13 albums as a solo artist since 1989...NENA still enjoys the stage from time to time...however...you'll have to hop aboard a Pan Am express to enjoy her pipes in Hamburg, Germany these days

#8 originally the flutist in 1976 fer the band DRAGON'S PLAYGROUND

eventually ANNIE LENNOX would join forces with DAVE STEWART and become'n the lead singer fer the band THE TOURISTS from 1977 til 1980...though ANNIE would not become a household name until become'n the most celebrated female gender bender of the 1980's with her neon orange buzz cut in their newly formed band EURYTHMICS with their synthesized smash "SWEET DREAMS (ARE MADE OF THIS)" the 4th and final single off their 2 album of the same name make'n a merried of melodramatic melodies thru-out the 1980's until ANNIE decided to break out on her own by 1990 until they regrouped once again before the new millennium fer a lil bit-o "PEACE" in 1999 though the band was inducted into the Rock & Roll hall of fame in 2022...ANNIE has decided to finish'n tour'n (though she does pop up on stage every now and then to this day) focus'n more on her political activism and many charitable humanitarian contributions with women's rights and AIDS...DAVE has decided to keep his legacy goin by finish'n up a 40th ANNIVERSARY SWEET DREAMS TOUR thru-out europe with 3 replacement singers...til he begins his US leg with BRYAN ADAMS in 2024...buy yer tickets here...WHY NOT?

#7 born PATRICIA MAE ANDRZEJEWSKI from the BIG APPLE in 1953

trained as a classical singer with a 4.5 octave range...PATRICIA began rock'n and roll'n on stage in 1979 under her spandexed persona PAT BENETAR broad'n her popularity by 1983 with a whole new set of fans from Fresno to Finland with her call to arms #1 smash "LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD" off her 5th studio album "LIVE FROM EARTH" release'n 7 more until 2003 with "GO" you can still catch PAT and her long time guitarist hubby NEIL GIRALDO work'n the casino circuits around the country to this day (i've had the pleasure 4 times to date and trust me...she NEVER disappoints) the rock'n pair even released some of their greatest hits fer a retell'n of the Romeo and Juliet musical fer the 21st century "INVINCIBLE" fer a limited run at the end of 2022 (here's hope'n it'll tour sometime soon)

#6 the next band 1st formed in 1978 across the pond in Birmingham

England and would go thru a few changes before finally settle'n on lead singer SIMON LE BON in 1980...by 1983 british new wave bad boys SIMON...JOHN...NICK...ANDY and ROGER of DURAN DURAN would take the planet by storm with their hit single "IS THERE SOMETHING I SHOULD KNOW" that shot to #1 right outta the gate in the UK off their 3rd album "SEVEN AND THE RAGGED TIGER" the band had gone thru many incarnations fer the past 40 years with side projects...16 studio releases ("DANSE MACABRE" bein' their latest and darkest to date) and 12 different members thru-out their formation nonetheless the 4 most memorable members SIMON...JOHN...NICK and ROGER are back together and tour'n like nobody's biz and if you get the chance to see em live...TAKE IT!

#5 born WILLIAM MICHAEL ALBERT BROAD in Middlesex England

WILLIAM started out as the lead singer of the punk band GENERATION X from 1976 to 1981 til he decided to go out on his own as the spike haired peroxided pop punker with the snarly Elvis quiver and my high school hard-on (hush...this is my blog...deal with it!) BILLY IDOL declared more...m-o-r-e...M-O-R-E from all of us with his come hither hit "REBEL YELL" off his 2nd album of the same name...release'n 6 more albums and tour'n ever since...include'n bein' the 1st ever artist to perform a live intimate concert fer a selective audience of botoxed bimbo's and garish groupie's at the Hover Dam that was turned into a motion picture performance back in april tis year (check yer local list'ns fer showtimes)

#4 appropriately placed since she was the 4th of 12 siblings in a crowded 

1 bedroom cabin along the banks of Little Pigeon River in Tennessee where this lil lassie began her musical career before most girls hadda deal with "flo come'n to town" at the tender age of 10...with a wig collection to rival any drag queen's collection DOLLY PARTON is the patron saint of country music with a career spann'n 6 decades...DOLLY crossed over to country pop in '83 duet'n with teddy bear daddy KENNY ROGERS on their lovely collaboration "ISLANDS IN THE STREAM" released on DOLLY's "GREATEST HITS" album and DOLLY hasn't stopped since...

with over 200 compilation albums...48 studio albums...starr'n in 12 motion 

pictures (with over 400 tv appearances) and 1 theme park named after her (plus beyond numerous philanthropic endeavors as well) under her sequined belt...include'n team'n up with Duncan Hines...DOLLY was pleasantly shocked as shit when she was inducted into the ROCK and ROLL hall of fame back in 2022 without have'n a single "rock" album released until this year...aptly titled "ROCKSTAR" collaborate'n with a plethora of artists...also release'n the 1st ever listen'n event with footage and interviews in theaters...cuz WHY NOT!

#3 began her musical journey in 1978 when she met saxophonist JOHN

TURI in Brooklyn and became the lead singer of the band BLUE ANGEL record'n a powerfully poppy new wave demo that would finally get released in 1980 when they signed onto Polydor records though the band would soon disband after only one album and the world would become mesmerized by the betty-boo songbird CYNDI LAUPER after the release of her debut solo album "SHE'S SO UNUSUAL" and the global impact of her open'n single "GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN" 

release'n 10 more albums...starr'n in 12 movies...a plethora of tv appearances and PRIDE events around the globe...include'n winn'n best musical album fer penn'n the songs to "KINKY BOOTS" and recently release'n Cyndi's doc "LET THE CANARY SING" at the tribeca film festival that is tour'n theaters around the country currently

#2 as the drummer...guitarist and singer in bands "BREAKFAST CLUB"

in 1979 and "EMMY AND THE EMMY'S" in 1980...it wasn't til 1983 when a young whipper snapper from Bay City, Michigan scored her first billboard #1 chart topper with "HOLIDAY" off her debut self titled album "MADONNA" which began pave'n her 40 year career as the QUEEN OF THE DANCE FLOOR...

MADONNA LOUISE VERONICA CICCONE is thee most truly fashionably forward famous goddess and female I-C-O-N-I-C musical performer of all time...recognized by the Guinness books fer sell'n over 400 million albums...78 music videos...starr'n in 27 flicks...11 concert tour dvd's...7 children's books...6 kids...2 documentaries and 1 non profit RAISING MALAWI to help an impoverished nation in Africa among many many M-A-N-Y other philanthropic endeavors since her rise to the top...

M is currently sell'n out her 40 year spann'n career with the "THE CELEBRATION TOUR" across the globe...if you haven't yet...get yer tix here before it's too late cuz you'll kick yerself in the cooter if you don't go to see this tour de force live...trust me!

#1 of course no one embodied the look...the sound and the complete 

charismatic charm of 1983 more than lead sing'n gender bender (and my save'n grace to this day) the legendary BOY GEORGE and CULTURE CLUB with their only #1 global domination of the infectious pop diddy "KARMA CHAMELEON" off their 2nd brilliant album "COLOUR BY NUMBERS" sell'n more than 7 million copies that bought the band many fancy cars and homes cement'n their place in 80's nostalgic history...

release'n 6 full studio albums all together before restructure'n themselves nonetheless still continue'n to travel around the world perform'n to millions of fans both young and old...maxi pads and muscle mary's...trannies and grannies...

though there is no doubt that BOY GEORGE was and still is the focal point of the band's success who has also had a stellar solo career of his very own in between the break-up's and shake-up's like dj'n in every corner of the globe...release'n 9 studio albums of his own...penn'n the lyrics and starr'n in the brilliant musical "TABOO" (that i was lucky enough to see in both London and the Big Apple) create'n his own fashion line B-RUDE...curate'n his own ICH BIN KUNST on canvas...

appear'n on numerous reality series from "THE VOICE" to "I'M A CELEBRITY...GET ME OUT OF HERE" and anyone that would give him a proper celebrity ransom to have him appear...

release'n 3 autobiographies "TAKE IT LIKE A MAN" in 1995 "STRAIGHT" in 2005 and BOY's latest out now simply titled "KARMA" that should most definitely be on everyone's xmas list this year!

BOY will soon be portray'n the very scrupulously evil CAPTAIN HOOK in

the newest adaptation of "PETER PAN" this decem fer a limited engagement across the pond in Birmingham, UK (get yer tix here)...

before return'n to the Big Apple once again back on broadway where he belongs in 2024 starr'n as the zany enthusiastic club owner HAROLD ZOLDER in "MOULIN ROUGE" with no signs of stopp'n anytime soon!

and there ya have it kittens...the songs that shaped my soul and defined

a generation of X's...enjoy this mix of 40 other notably honorable mentions that are turn'n 40 and GET OFF MY DRESS!

ROB...ME BLIND

picture it kittens...it's 2019 and the much anticipated follow-up to the very

psychologically disturb'n 1980's flick "THE SHINING" titled "DOCTOR SLEEP" was released and i personally was equally (if not more) psychologically exhausted by it

my life at that moment felt like i was starr'n in my very own psychologically 

fucked episode of SCHITT'S CREEK without a paddle to direct me to a way out from the disgruntled pelican's i was work'n with at the time

and indie folk singer/song writer and hotter than the flicker'n flames of  

H-E-double hockey stix JAY BRANNAN was play'n in heavy rotation on my spotify mix (wish'n i was heavily play'n with his) when i received a text from an unknown number late one nite as i was gett'n ready to wind down ask'n if he could come over since he had gotten off his shift (most likely look'n fer my shaft) at the pizza parlor down the street from me 

BUTT...

i wasn't really THAT tired that nite...so i texted back ask'n how he'd gotten 

my digits to which he roughly said from chatt'n on-line some time ago so of course curiosity had gotten the better of me though i made it quite clear it was ONLY to meet fer a bit...deactivate'n any thoughts of fornicational titillations that may have been circle'n thru his mind however when he showed up reek'n of pizza sauce and look'n like JAY BRANNAN's twin i was ready to eat him...however...i sustained and we just chitter chatted til the wee hours of the morn'n when he confessed that we had chatted roughly a year prior...

oh really now? i guess after a quick google search of him (that he told me to do most likely to save time from explain'n it fer the umpteenth time) he was incarcerated from some shenanigans shortly after our initial chatter fer a year or so and since i've unfortunately always had a thing fer " bad boys" (well…need i say more?)

listen...i was already in my fabu-less than fortunate 40's and had ended up

feel'n like a giddy goldicocks after fall'n fer my now 3rd chemically dependent hairless bear (hey...i'm no judgemental judy...we've ALL made mistakes in life...i just say learn from em and move on!) the 1st was too manipulative and cold...the 2nd was too hot and needy nonetheless this last one literally seemed just right and i knew i didn't want him fer just "right now" fer some reason...

and i was smitten like an infatuated zombie kitten...kittens...gett'n emotionally invested by date #2 like i hadn't been fer almost 20 years!

he had me doin things that my ghostly white flesh most certainly would'a 

disregarded if ANYONE else had requested it...from walk'n around the lakes under the blister'n hot sun parasol free to toss'n a frisbee in a tee in the park to hold'n hands with no worries in the dark

he had begged me not to leave town to Orprahville 2 months in...but as 

adorable as he was want'n me to stay...i explained that i had already booked the mini vaca 2 months prior before we ever had met and i was only goin there to try and win free tix to the QUEEN's latest show MADAME X mini wheat tour though he had the option to call or text anytime he felt inclined to...i even offered him to come with me...

but apparently his parole board wouldn't let him leave the state fer 5 years...it was actually nice to feel someone need'n me that much to be honest that i almost was gonna cancel my trip once i made my way thru the complimentary security gates pat down...ALMOST!

2 days later i would return home after have'n an annoy'n time and with no

 winn'n M tix in hand but beyond ecstatic to see him again...however...suddenly i felt the winds of change in the air between us...though i decided to throw caution to the non communicative wind and played the proverbial game of "WTF?" fer a few more weeks until i needed the unanswered...finally answered

so after play'n text tag back and forth we decided to take what i knew was

 the gonna be the final walk around the lake after he told me to meet him there even though he reluctantly decided to pick me up after much of my persistent persuasion

after the painful walk around the lake talk'n about nothing relevant at all

i was gifted with the tired worn out "we'll still do stuff together" passage from the book of "how to feel guilt free and still full of shit fer dummies" cuz i've heard that worn out dance tune  played before...apparently this was just one of those 12 bitter steps in recovery he hadda say fer himself...how to be an asshole without even try'n and to his credit perhaps it was fer his own recovery (i'll never know) trust me...i get it! no one EVER wants to be THE ONE to say it (well accept me...i won't pull on loose strings assume'n the other will figer it out on their own) but serious at a certain age...just grow some damn cahoonah's!

after replay'n where it all went wrong in my head fer roughly far too long

than i ever had with anyone in the past...i arose from my coffin after a rough week and had to see if it was worth pursuing any further so i decided to contact a real professional fer some real cosmic advice

know'n that open'n this pandora box was goin to be an emotional mistake fer me...EH!

after hunt'n down a pinch of bat wing...some spicy hamburger helper and 

a remnant of somethin' that belonged to him personally (luckily i still had that underwear i had ripped off him a month earlier...umm FYI...don't ask!) the spell was cast and i was given specific instructions to say a few poetic phrases out loud to myself in private and light a candle then proceed to watch as it flickered and flailed until it burnt out completely on it's very own

any reputable psychologist or 3rd grader fer that matter...would'a thought

that i had gone completely batshit insane...try'n to cast a spell on some long lost short lived dead affair (an emotionally self inflicted coup d'état one might say) NONETHELESS...there i was plastered on my couch... 

like an overindulgent display of some haplessness slug monster with the tv on mute literally watch'n the flames of my sanity flicker back and forth...dread'n to leave the live'n room in fear that i might miss the flame go out so no matter where i went in my quaint little shitbox...

even when mother nature came a call'n...that damn candle would be right by my side...

until it finally bid me adieu 1 1/2 days later (and yes there is no over nite under eye cream that was gonna rid me of those emotional shopp'n bags that i would unfortunately acquire due to the lack of sleep so of course i would hibernate fer another day) 

oddly enough...i would receive a text from him on the follow'n day...so i 

guess said spell had indeed done it's intended purpose...though really...was it all worth it in the end? it wasn't as if it was some sorta affirmation of affection fer me...just a simple non sentimental handout that somehow still had me think'n there was some sorta hope fer even a simple meaningless friendship like he said though as time marched on and COVID had shut the planet down...i had banned any and all astrological signs and online daily affirmations from my psyche cuz i realized i was worth a helluva lot more than putt'n myself thru yet another candle in the wind...cuz really...in the end...hadn't i been burnt enough i thought to myself

to sum it up...this would not be turn'n into the DAVID/PATRICK conclusion

 that i recently rewatched...nonetheless after many season changes since then i had exercised my demons and moved beyond him even as a pass'n thought (well except fer my cell remind'n me of his bday in july which i finally deleted & a lil holiday meme) then outta the blue the other nite he showed up in a dream surrounded by kids on a beach and ask'n me if i missed him? 

HA...if i missed him? (no decipher'n needed)

ummm i've only had dreams of certain people that have been very close 

to me that are no longer able to borrow me a cup of sugar!

alas...thanx to JAY BRANNAN...i had found our song that sums it all up...PLUS...

i've always believed in karmic chameleon retribution!

i do not wish him any harm and have flushed his feelin's down the drain

 much like he did mine years ago and moved on from consider'n him anything more than just a mere moment in time fer my blog...now just GET OFF MY DRESS!